NAK GEGIRL

Tak boleh tahan la after tengok my niece punya pic. Meluap2 rasa nak sorang jgk at least gegirl.

Begaya sakan budak ni for her mommy' online business in facebook. BabyAliShoppe. My sister jual baju for baby and tods. Bukan for gegirl but for boys jugak. Do look for her tau in fb for cutest baju esp girls'.
My niece ni nama dia Widad Safiyya, 3 yrs old. Nama secomel on how she looks kan. She is the only cucu perempuan in my family. Memang sweet habis. I dengan sengaja curi all her pics and name the theme base on what she wear. Syok jgk! Scroll down :)

Flower cottage girl



Cupcake chic

My shopping mall outfit



Kiss me and you'll have my charm



Iklan Echanteur (eja salah kan? layan kan je :))

Movie outing!

Raya :)

librarian chic. Where's my glasess?



Girls day out jom!



Gossip girl XoXo

pretty in pyjama

I am smart and I look awesome!

Who's having birthday party? Count me in!



Gonna meet some aunts today :) 



New girl on the block

So, feels like having a gilr pulak next? For those yang tak ada girl lagi tu?? Me tooo! Tapi nanti ye nanti nanti. One fine day. InsyaAllah.

g.i.r.l.f.r.i.e.n.d.s

girlfriends: the one/many person you can really share everything with and who will be there through the good, the bad and the excellent - not just significant other, but essential


I dont have have many2 friends but a small circle of friends who I can really rely on. Sure semua org pun ada kan? Us, perempuan kalau dapat jumpa long life grilfriends kadang tu anak pun lupa. suami petah lg. *wink* Yalah. some ada yang kenal before I met my husband. kwn2 masa berhingus.some masa pertengahan baru nak matang. so they were always there along the way..tell me how to forget/ignore 'em?


kawan baik pompuan is like monyet and banana. cuteness!

Who said after we all kawin there's no such thing like girls day out, pillow talk with your BFFs and window shopping with GFs and etc..I just had a good one on last long weekend. That I stayed one night dekat my bff 's place and kami tak tidor sembang sampai pagi! Memang release semua yg terbuku di hati.




with wawa and art, we whatsapp/bbm everyday :)



And then balik hometown sempat hang out dengan GFs from secondary and husbands not included. Memang habis bergedik santai dah lupa dah diri ini rupanya mak budak.



ila, nani and ina..we whatsapp everyday too



tiap2 working days, email inbox penuh dgn email diorang nih! kecoh ms outlook kadang sampai hang haha

 Thanks to the technology (whatsapp/email/bbm) that connect us every single minute. Kadang2 thru whatsapp/bbm ni  duk jauh2 tapi we watched TV together tau. and share daily pics too. 
CAUTION: daily pics may contain inappropriate content too! Tetttt! haha
The more we whatsapp/bbm the more excited nak jumpa sokmo tau..
Bila nak jumpa lagi ni! Ahhh CNY ni.


Tips nak hang out dgn BFFs when you are married with kid(s)
Me: Abang, nak keluar hang out jap dgn kwn2. Dah lama tak jumpa ni
Hubby: *silent*
Me: takpe b jaga anak, abg pi la lepak dgn kawan2 abg.
Husband : OK
Me :(oh...suka noh tak payah jaga anak)

Hmm takat sorang bolela bawak join skali kan. Kalau ramai2 nanti memang ada ja one of my bff jadi maid terjun. Yang single la :)

so BFFs, when is our next meeting??? Whatsapp jom

-Jazakallah-

WORDLESS FRIDAY!

Pecah tradisi. :) Nak buat macam mana hari Rabu tak sempat :P



Tgh berangan basuh pinggan :p




The planned layout




Kitchen stove

Haishhh..lambat lagi......ok. enough berangan. back to reality #boringlife



MELENTUR BULUH

"Don't worry that your kids don't listen to you, worry that they are watching you"

Ok, kata kata hikmat di atas merisaukan saya! Lagi merisaukan bila teringat kelakuan kurang elok saya seperti memekik bila terdesak, mandi lambat, lupa baca doa makan(bismillah pelan2- well, kids can't hear you!) and the list goes on. Ngee

 There... Umair is watching me. Pernah tak menyesal after you terbuat sesuatu yang tak patut in front of your kids? I'm gonna confess yang I memang pernah. Like baru two days ago, He was just right in front of me, tiba tiba kaki I dengan liarnya terkuis satu barang that blocked my way. Umair ni dah memang suka kick bola. lepas dia ternampak I buat macam tu apa lagi. Then he thought that it was fun kicking things toooo! T__T Habis. I perasan a while after peristiwa tu dia dok enjoy menendanggggg. See the impact? and now I have to punish him if he tries to. Punishing scares me too. I'm afraid if I over punishing him I mean at his age kan. Takut emotionally dia tak secure pulak.

See, parenting is fun but not as easy as we thought.

But I tadokk la buruk akhlak sangat. he learnt saying thank you suma from mama dia apa. Cuma pronounce ja tak betul lagi. Dok eng-ku eng-ku. Pastu bnyak gak bbysitter dia ajar yang elok2. Bila dengar org azan, jari mesti kat mulut dok 'syhhhhh'. tgk orang solat pon kalut dok shooh sana sini suruh orang diam. and then dia cermat kau! Ambil barang mesti simpan tempat asal. Yang ni ikot saya! saya! (I tipu, abah dia yang cermat giles)

Pakai single lobang2 nak jadi imam? Seluaq pendek plk tu

kemas menan :p

It's a loooong journey..insyaAllah by realizing this will make me a better person. ingat dok lagu Better Man Robbie Williams? sapa tak ingat, top kut lagu tu dulu. Tukar ja Better Man to Better Mom, nak meng-encourage kita hendaknya. sometime a song can inspire us jugak noh.

Tapi lagu lagu jugak, amalan surah - surah tu nak kena amal slalu nih. esp bila dia nak tido kan baca and hembus kat ubun-ubun. I know Surah Taha is good to practice. So they all akan lembut hati. insya-Allah.-

Ni, I nak share. This girl tak kenal pun tapi hati baik. Terjumpa masa bawak umair main dekat playground.



 Tgk tu tlg buang pasir kat seluar umair :)





Prihatin :)

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I dok cakap dalam hati "Pandai mak bapak dia ajar"

Kita pon pandai jugak kan. InsyaAlah. May we raise beatifull kids, cantik luar dalam.

Bubbye!



TOO MANY TO TELL

Hi... (hi kat hantu ka?). I mean tak sure ada reader tak utk my blog.:p
It has been so loonnggg, tooo longgg since the last time I blog..hehe. pemalaih! tak konsisten langsung!
Ntah mimpi apa harini nak memblog. Bukan ada hot topic pun. but it is almost end of the year.In fact, muslim year just began. So my post it is either the opening or closure of the year. Tapi nak tulis apa nih?

Haaaaa, there's a few changing on my daily routine which:

• I cook more often now, mostly masakan melayu kampung. dah kata nak pektis masak. have to la. awat bukan western? mak tak beli oven lg. tak akan beli kot until masuk rumah nnti. orrr ada sesapa nk bg? hehe.lgpun sian lat umair dok makan outside punya food, tp tu ahh. bila dok spend time masak slalu tak puas main dgn dia esp on working days.

• I have stopped pumping breastmilk, today is my 2nd day. tak sangka boleh jd loya kalau tak pump after long hours. umair dah takmau langsung thru botol, freezer punya partition pun dah ketat, kalau penuh how to store other frozen food like ikan ayam semua. kata nak masak. :p

• actively whatsapping my GFs every single minute, ygni mak suka. sebab x kering jari dibuatnya. sronok kalau keep in touch dengan GFs mcm ni. we miss nothing about each other. ko sakit perot aku tau,hang naik bisul pun aku tau. bahahaha. depa ni kawan masa skolah menengah. so it was like 15  years  and we still keep in touch in fact lagi close kan?? betoi ka 15yrs? ntah..*malaskira*

• I still work at the same company, but with different team this time. I am now focussing on the database portion and my job role is most likely like DBA. bolehla..

Semua yang kat atas, nothing much that I did something good in my life. Itulah, hati ni macam rasa tak cukup terbaik. Rasa tak secure dengan diri sendiri. What you did good to others Nabihan??? My self motivation is turning low these days. I'm still searching, what I can change for a better me. better mommy to umair, better wife to my husband, better daughter to my parents/in law, better sister to my sistas, better employee to my company ($$$)..better me for everyone... :) and of course a better khalifah to Allah s.w.t

pepatah Melayu mengatakan..semoga esok lebih baik dari hari ini. Amin

argghh boringnya post ni! haha. rasa mcm pelik dok crita psl diri sendiri. so selfff centred..len kali nak post psl umair lah.  len kali tu harap2 not after a few years :p *janji!* ok, see you really soon!